Christmas is that one over-commercialized holiday that reinforces if you are alone, you are indeed very alone. don't fucking get me started on Valentine's Day. that holiday's a joke. Christmas is one prolonged jackoff, yes it is. and this season started out ok for me, as I always can't help but get a little into it, I loved Christmas as a kid because thata's what kids to do, if you are going to celebrate this holiday try and do so in the company of children, but to stay in the mood too long? hell no.
anyway, I tried to watch a few holiday movies tonight, ha, but my parents were like WE DO NOT FEEL THE NEED TO WATCH THESE MOVIES, LET US WATCH LARRY KING INSTEAD. So no Elf for me, which, really was like- the highlight of my day, sad to say. because I am not in good spirits at all and I thought school letting out would uplift me but it hasn't. I am more miserable than ever. but it's cool. that's the way things are supposed to be, derrrrrr!
"Baby, It's Cold Outside"- Zooey Deschanel and Leon Redbone
What are your favorite holiday movies? Love Actually is a big one for me. EXCEPT WHEN I WATCH IT IS GOING TO BE TAINTED THIS FUCKING YEAR JESUS. And then there's the Holiday, which is every frumpy girl's dream come true, let's be honest here. I am a frump, so I can speak for frumps. And While You Were Sleeping, which I have somewhere. ah, rom-coms.
I don't know. tomorrow I am going to probably drink a lot. my life is not headed in a good direction and I'm going to regret this in the morning. but whatever. VIDA LA VIDA BITCHES MERRY CHRISTMAS